Never an Absolution
Lately I've been thinking about viewers of my paintings. I would like them to disregard what I'm trying to say with my art. They cannot see inside of my head to read my thoughts. Even if I tell them what my intention behind a certain painting is, I just might change my mind after some time when I see my painting in a different light. Sometimes the change is so big, I feel as if another person created it. All in all, I'd like my viewers to find something of their own in my paintings, based on themselves, their personalities, expectations, dreams, whatever they carry within them. They don't have to know anything about me. So, what is my role in this? If I expect them to approach my paintings without prior knowledge about them or about me, why wouldn't I approach a blank canvas with nothing on my mind. No story, no concept, no apparent inspiration, just the canvas and me. And the first colour that pops into my mind. My theory is that stories always catch you, t